broken-hearted

I do not want to be able to face this all sekarang.saya currently need people to boost my spirits. I want my tears now flowing to people I love. I really love him and are not willing to lose him. personal ego that causes these fights happen. I really confused with my heart at this time. Thy help this poor. for now I really do not know what I need to do. I need peace themselves. Please help me. I do not want to be considered a poor woman!